In high spirits , despite having vivid dreams of drinking alcohol in different pubs . Wasted the morning fucking around with my pool fees . Big fire in the Church the next street down from me , filled my flat with smoke . Boiler is leaking so rang the heating engineer and he cannot fix it for health and safety reasons , something to do with soldering a leaking joint so Ive got no fucking hot water until Tuesday . Chatted to Annabell , we're a funny pair and she was very jolly despite her hospital visit tomorrow , Good Luck Duckey x .

A break through today i think , not sure . Went shopping to get some bits and walked past my favourite Off License and whether it is the Campral or the Kudzu I walked straight past and didn't realise until i had walked another 5 minutes and was sat at the bus stop , umm ? Interesting , somethings happening , I have no desire to drink alcohol , have money to buy it if I wanted . ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER , EASY DOES IT .

Thank you the masters of the universe for keeping me sober today and please help all others suffering from addictions to find peace of mind .

The poor man in the painting above was me 7 days ago , I was not this person today and do not wish to be him tomorrow .