The first cup of tea in the morning with the cigarette is the finest time . I can plan my day , look out at the sea and watch the boats , today there is a single yacht with a white sail travelling westwards , perhaps they're going to the south of France , yep somewhere exotic for sure , "wait for me , i'll come along to".
Today is a day of "wants" and "haves", i want to go and watch the professional tennis tournament which is an hours bus drive away but i have to pay some overdue bills, go shopping as i only have 6 frozen sausages left in the freezer and absolutely nothing left in the cupboards , shopping was fun when i had my car but now i will have to sit on the bus with 5 or 6 bags of the usual ASDA produce then struggle up the hill , and post my application form for a course i am undertaking in Oct this year.I should also try and fit in another AA meeting , they like you to attend 90 meetings in 90 days but that can wait until later this week , im still digesting what happened at yesterdays.
Another cup of tea and smoke , a quick prayer to the masters of the universe to help me stay sober today.